hi ruby,i have heard about you guite awhile ago but just recently got a computer and am now reading about you-i do not get the show you are on so i can only read whats on here.please take care-i wish i had your courage -i have so much weight to lose and lots of health problems plus depression very much-i pray that i can make it some day and soon before it is to late-please take care -may God bless and keep watch over you,your family and friends always.your pets also. love and prayers ladi56